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Sitting here at home. Sitting all alone. Don’t know what to do. My thoughts betray me too.

Chorus: My world is like a twisted maze. My life is more than just a phase.
What have I done all these years. I can’t mend my broken tears.

I cover up my eyes. I still see my demise. And my one and greatest sin, are my demons from within.


One day you’ll understand. When the time is close at hand. And the ones who love you true.
Are those who say fuck you.


Your insecurity, is not that hard to see. The truth may set you free. But it…imprisons…me.


from In The Beginning, released January 1, 2000



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